{"id":905,"date":"2026-06-24T21:29:32","date_gmt":"2026-06-24T21:29:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/?p=905"},"modified":"2026-06-25T02:33:56","modified_gmt":"2026-06-25T02:33:56","slug":"a-journey-to-the-west-part-eight","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/2026\/06\/24\/a-journey-to-the-west-part-eight\/","title":{"rendered":"A Journey to the West: Part Eight"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It has been well established that my soul age is 21. This to be clear is not my own judgment but the determination of others. A recent tarot reading also supports the idea of the youthfulness of my spirit &#8211; albeit in an abstruse and mystical manner. I don\u2019t think it was always this way as in my actual youth I felt like I was less fun and adventurous. But as the years roll on, I find myself delighting more in the world around me, I find smiles come more readily to my heart even when plumbing the deepest and darkest valleys of my existential self, and a lightness is, I hope, now eternally part of my being. My YOLO is not the stuff of reckless hedonism but an almost childish joy and curiosity in life. I have always loved the feeling of wind through my hair (a fairly important input into past decisions for growing my hair out long) but have never reveled in it as much as I do now.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I think some of this joy and wonder comes through in my writings in this series as I marvel at the ceaseless and at times improbable beauty of nature. But I have yet to write much on what may be my most immediate love: trees. For a tree is a being, not just a structure or a part of a landscape, an actual living organism that shapes the world around us and supports the environment (an oxygenated atmosphere) for our own continued existence. One of the reasons I chose my current home a few years ago is because it was surrounded by trees, not a lawn, which I think is silly human invention that makes mockery of the natural world, but trees, stretching tall and spreading wide. I have particular affection for the large birch tree in front of my townhouse despite its best efforts to be a nuisance. To wit:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>The birds that nest in the tree for some reason always wake before the sun rises and make an unholy racket (which of course in the daytime I consider melodious birdsong but before dawn\u2026 not so much)<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>These same birds pelt my car, which sits in my driveway, incessantly with their shit<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>And if it\u2019s not the birds then it\u2019s the pollen and the sap, coloring my car with ugly ochre yellow dust or this godawful syrup that acts as a particularly strong natural glue for all sorts of detritus&nbsp;and attracts bees<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>It sheds branches in the way a dog sheds hair, strewing them not only across my front yard but my neighbors\u2019 as well (honestly, this bit worries me about the health of the tree and I dread calling in an arborist to check on it)<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>And this past winter its longest branch destroyed the screen in front of my bedroom window and now when the wind is blowing it enjoys scratching the window, making a sound not unlike a banshee\u2019s shriek<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And yet I love this tree and I worry that one day my neighbors will ask that I trim its branches. I will have a difficult decision to make: do I preserve a measure of affable cordiality or do I become the villain of the piece? Let us hope that day never comes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260528_113824-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-939\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260528_113824-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260528_113824-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260528_113824-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260528_113824-1536x2048.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260528_113824-1200x1600.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260528_113824-1980x2640.jpg 1980w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260528_113824-scaled.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 768px) 100vw, 768px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">My birch tree, which I love despite its best efforts<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260531_155143-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-940\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260531_155143-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260531_155143-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260531_155143-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260531_155143-1536x2048.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260531_155143-1200x1600.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260531_155143-1980x2640.jpg 1980w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260531_155143-scaled.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 768px) 100vw, 768px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Its branches have a complete disregard for my personal space<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If I have such strong feelings for a single birch tree, imagine how a forest full of Redwood trees, massive and majestic, affects me. Having had a few conversations about them it is evident that the Redwood evokes widely different emotions in different people, with one friend even implying that they are sinister. I do understand the thought as their forests are typically dark and cool, sunlight struggling to filter through their canopies far above, and their trunks often gnarled by age and circumstance.&nbsp;But that&#8217;s not how I think of them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But what <em>do <\/em>I think of them? Perhaps I am writing this piece too soon as I still struggle to describe how they made me feel. They evoke a sense of awe and wonder, mostly because of their size, but there is nothing particularly striking or beautiful about them when compared to some other trees. In some ways they are archetypical &#8211; ask a child to draw a tree and it will look very similar to a Redwood. But they just feel ancient, they feel aloof, they feel like they experience time in a completely different scale and do not even notice us. I have used the word majesty but I don\u2019t think they are even that regal. Instead they are like residents of a separate world, a spirit world, a world beyond our ken.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Over the course of a few days I had the privilege of experiencing these trees in many different ways: sharing the experience with larger crowds in kid-friendly trails, walking in solitude for hours, spending meditative moments in groves, and driving through highways and byways wending their way through forests. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260616_175042-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-941\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260616_175042-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260616_175042-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260616_175042-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260616_175042-1536x2048.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260616_175042-1200x1600.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260616_175042-1980x2640.jpg 1980w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260616_175042-scaled.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 768px) 100vw, 768px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">A massive Redwood in the Grove of Titans<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_110206-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-942\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_110206-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_110206-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_110206-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_110206-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_110206-2048x1536.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_110206-1200x900.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_110206-1980x1485.jpg 1980w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Craning neck and camera to capture the canopy in a grove on the Boy Scout Tree trail<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The highlight was a ten-mile loop in Prairie Creek Redwoods State Park, where for the first four miles I encountered not a single other soul as I traipsed up and down valleys and through groves. The trail hit the sea at its halfway point, its brine noticeable in the air, hitting the senses well before even the sounds of the crashing waves, the water mostly invisible because of a heavy fog blanketing the shore. A short detour through a canyon of ferns was not as enjoyable, oddly enough not because of the hordes of children gleefully playing in small pools but instead clueless older humans who have no concept of trail etiquette. I returned to the forest for the final four miles, which, admittedly, was a major challenge for my aching legs. Exhausting as it was, it was a delight for the soul and for the senses, one of the best hikes I\u2019ve ever done.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This was my final adventure before heading to San Francisco for the rest of my trip and these trees inevitably led me to think of the tension we have with our natural world. We need its resources so we can survive but as any half-way discerning and intelligent person knows there is no balance. In my journeys, I traveled through many forests, dense and green, but also sources for logging and trucks heavily laden with felled trees slowly chugging along country highways, trees whose great heights will not return for many lifetimes yet. It makes me wonder about one of my favorite hobbies, woodworking (see my work <a href=\"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/woodworking\/\">here<\/a>), and if I should be considering it at all in moral terms.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My experiences in these travels, as is ever the case whenever I have the good fortune of visiting the great parks and lands of our nation, have also given me great appreciation for the people and organizations that work to conserve and protect them. The job of a ranger is a noble one and that of a conservationist an important one, channeling the connection that indigenous peoples once had and still have to the land, reminding us that the earth is a mother and a father, a shelter and a home, who punishes with cruelty but also provides without prejudice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_130709-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-944\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_130709-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_130709-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_130709-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_130709-1536x2048.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_130709-1200x1600.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_130709-1980x2640.jpg 1980w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_130709-scaled.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 768px) 100vw, 768px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">A lush redwood forest on the Miners Ridge and James Irvine loop <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_111408-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-943\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_111408-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_111408-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_111408-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_111408-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_111408-2048x1536.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_111408-1200x900.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260617_111408-1980x1485.jpg 1980w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Fog blanketing Gold Bluff Beach<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260618_085049-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-945\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260618_085049-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260618_085049-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260618_085049-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260618_085049-1536x2048.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260618_085049-1200x1600.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260618_085049-1980x2640.jpg 1980w, https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/20260618_085049-scaled.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 768px) 100vw, 768px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Driving through the Avenue of the Giants south of Eureka<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It has been well established that my soul age is 21. This to be clear is not my own judgment but the determination of others. A recent tarot reading also supports the idea of the youthfulness of my spirit &#8211; albeit in an abstruse and mystical manner. I don\u2019t think it was always this way [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-905","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-travel"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/905","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=905"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/905\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":967,"href":"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/905\/revisions\/967"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=905"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=905"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dorukakan.com\/doruk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=905"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}