Month: June 2026

In the 1850s, a gold prospector named John Wesley Hilton and others “discovered” Crater Lake while searching for a lost mine. Hilton said: “I knew when I gazed upon Crater Lake that even though the west was filled with undiscovered wonders, Crater Lake would hold its own.” What seems like in some ways nothing so special as it is after all just a lake is in reality an awe-inspiring wonder in both its geological history and its unique beauty. When trying to describe it to some fellow travelers later the same day in California, the first comparison that sprung to mind was the Grand Canyon. It is one of those places where pictures, no matter how beautiful they come out, cannot do it justice. I overheard a child provide the perfect description: “The water looks fake.” It does look fake because there is a sense of unreality, a can-it-really-be-this-blue that just hits differently in person.

First, a quick geological overview: Mount Mazama was originally a 12,000 foot peak in the Cascades before a massive eruption over 6000 years ago removed nearly four thousand feet from its height and created a caldera that would form the bed of Crater Lake. Over 20 square miles in surface area and with a maximum depth of nearly 2000 feet, Crater Lake is the deepest freshwater lake in North America. Oh, and it just happens to be on the top of a mountain that despite the eruption is still 8000 feet above sea level.

My drive there from Hood River was over three hours but hardly tiring because of how lovely it was. Much of the first hour was spent circumventing the slopes of Mount Hood as the highway wound through heavy forests and beautiful farms preparing for the first cull of cherries. I then emerged into the high desert of Oregon, driving south with the Cascades a constant companion to my right. The peaks were not as prominent as Rainier and Adams and Hood but still dominated the horizon, each distinct and separate from the range, a dream landscape for a painter.

The final stretch was billed as a “scenic” highway but the 20 miles were really nothing special compared to the rest of the drive as the surroundings were mostly barren and insects hovered incessantly about my windshield. Perhaps I am being overdramatic or even mystical, but on entering the park itself the atmosphere changed. It was still another ten miles but each minute my anticipation grew as I noticed I had unconsciously slowed down to extend the moment. Just a different feeling in the air.

It is difficult to describe the moment I saw the lake as I pulled over to the first overlook. Of course I had seen pictures but nothing prepares you for how blue the lake is. I have been fortunate to have seen so many beautiful shades of blue and green and turquoise across the world but the color of Crater Lake makes no sense. I will be shaking my head at its memory for years to come. I also discovered those hovering insects were actually lovely butterflies, less hovering and more fluttering, a wonderful complement to the serene and magical environment.

Unfortunately part of the rim drive was still closed due to the season, while the pathway down to the lake has been under rehabilitation for a couple of years so my experience was limited to views from the rim. Still, I spent more time there than expected, stopping at every overlook (which was the same thing I did at the Grand Canyon a few years ago – yes, it’s the same lake, and not nearly as massive as the canyon, but somehow a slightly different angle provided a completely different perspective), which meant I ran into the same people regularly and earned the moniker “Virginia,” which admittedly is not as striking as my actual nom de guerre “Hollywood,” but endearing nonetheless.

I was taken aback at one of the overlooks as a couple of Buddhist monks ignored the do not step off the path sign to step off the path for a better picture but I suppose all life is indeed suffering, including for fragile wildflower ecosystems. I did wonder where they came from and why, as there is something charmingly jarring about monks driving a rental car and angling for photo opportunities. I ended my time there contentedly noshing on a sandwich with smoked Chinook salmon from a fish market in Hood River, gazing at the lake for a final time and mentally adding a to-do to return one day so I could enter its waters. 

But the day was still young and much more driving was in the cards as my next destination was another of those you-must-see-them-to-believe-them wonders of the world: the majestic Redwoods of Northern California. 

We tend to describe and debate the spirit of a place by its character, its energy, using ephemeral concepts of culture or people or manmade institutions. DC is defined by being the seat of government for the most powerful nation in the world, New York by its vibrancy and its diversity and its financial prowess, Los Angeles by celebrity and glamour. These are of course very general descriptors that do little justice to the complexity of these vast cities and each requires volumes of books to truly describe them. Nonfiction, yes, though fiction also does quite well. A few years ago I read a duology by the speculative fiction writer NK Jemison, where she imagined that cities had avatars that represented them (her story was about New York, in which case each borough had its own avatar as well). Part of her theme was that cities and places change their character, and so too do the avatars in her telling, as the people and cultures evolve through time. The DC of today, for example, with the subtle but irrepressible influence of data centers, is different from the DC that I first moved to less than two decades ago. 

It seems we rarely describe or define places by their environment anymore and perhaps that is because we have done so much to alter and suppress those environments. This may be an east-coast bias (where the entire coast seems to be on its way to becoming a single urban agglomeration, similar to William Gibson’s Sprawl). You see some hints of it; for example, DC was literally a swamp before it took on the word as a metaphorical nickname. But then there is the West, where things are a bit different because everything is bigger. The mountains rise higher, the rivers are wider, the lakes more voluminous. Here, it is not just the culture that provides energy to a place but the natural surroundings.  As I drove along the Columbia River gorge towards the small city of Hood River in Oregon, I pondered this as Mount Hood loomed ever larger on the horizon. What is it like living so near such a large mountain and an active volcano at that?

In Hood River, I stayed with my friend Jesse and my new friends Kat and Eddie (their dog). I was overwhelmed by their kindness and hospitality. Knowing my love of soccer, they had turned on a World Cup game in the guest room to welcome me. While I will never get tired of solitude in nature, there are few, if really any, experiences better in our short time in this world than good company with good people.

I’d been to Hood River before so I took it a little bit easier with just two short hikes, one on the Washington side of the gorge that took me up a small peak with lovely views of Mount Hood across the river and the came back down through a small forest, redolent with scent of conifers and teeming with wildflowers. My second hike, more of a stroll, was to a waterfall, which I felt like I must do despite my apathy of waterfalls – it is after all the Columbia Gorge with its waterfall alley. It was a nice waterfall if you are a local, especially a youth whose school just ended, as it has a decent sized pond at its base. Most people arrived ready for swimming. I arrived in full-on hiking gear, carrying a large pack. I’m sure this is one of those times where others were pondering me, what is this guy thinking, sheesh, if of course they even clocked my presence. 

Of more note, I enjoyed several good meals, including sturgeon, which apparently resides in the Columbia River (and not just the Caspian Sea) and several good conversations. We did eventually get to the topic of what it’s like to live in the shadow of a large mountain. In the case of Hood River, there are really two: the city is in the piedmont of Mount Hood but Mount Adams in Washington across the river is also omnipresent. Step outside of Jesse and Kat’s home, look one way you see Mount Hood, look the other, you see Mount Adams. One concept that resonated with me is the sense of direction and structure it gives a person. You always know where you are because you always know where the two mountains are. That is a completely foreign experience to the DC area, where maybe you can see the Shenandoah mountains in the distance but there is very little relationship to your day to day. However subtle or subconscious, there is a different energy because of the mountains. 

After a day and a half in Hood River, I embarked on my longest drive of the trip, one that traversed the entire state of Oregon, starting alongside the banks of the Columbia River, paralleled the Cascades as far as Mt Mazama and Crater Lake, then cut southwest to eventually end the day in Eureka, California.

For all of our endeavors, both guided and misguided, to experience nature’s bounties for recreation and sustenance or to exploit it for extraction and subjugation, I am certain the earth, were it sentient, would see us as mere trifles. We have been remarkably proficient at destruction – leveling mountains, diverting rivers, draining lakes, acidifying oceans, changing the very climate around us. But our self-defeating aptitude for natural violence  pales in comparison to what the earth itself can unleash. The Anthropocene era is an unprecedented attack on the world around us and the life it sustains but it is nothing like the events of the geological past where the earth has remade itself and its inhabitants many times over. This, dear readers, is what I pondered as I gazed upon Mount St. Helens, with its north face completely destroyed in an eruption that happened within living memory.

First, allow me a brief digression into the human experience, apropos really of nothing related to Mount St. Helens. One of the greatest mysteries of our existence is what goes through other peoples’ minds: how do they experience the world around them, why do they think the way they do. With our friends and our families and acquaintances we can for the most part have some concept of their lived experiences as we share similar customs and languages and environments.

Then there is the vast majority of the human race whose day-to-day existence is difficult to conceive. Of course we all have common emotions and physical needs – I’ve always chuckled at the possibly apocryphal tale that Napoleon had hemorrhoids at Waterloo (no matter how great a person you supposedly are, you still need to sleep and eat and shit) – that allow us to connect on some level but the differences in people can be so stark, especially when it comes to what we are thinking. This can be both a wonderful thing, representative of the diversity of our kind, but also an awful thing that polarizes our politics and leads to war and violence.

Then there is just the curious, the why-would-anyone-do-that. Consider the man in the parking lot outside of my motel in Kelso, Washington. I discovered this bear of a man, shirtless, standing motionless, starting at his phone, blasting some awful din that I am sure he considered music. In the moment, it wouldn’t be so odd as maybe he was having a smoke. But there he was in the same place, listening to same music, 30 minutes later, an hour later, still there as the night wore on. Stoned or drunk perhaps, but I couldn’t help wondering: what was he doing there and why? What was going through his mind? What is his system of logic, his thought process, that led him to this Motel 6 parking lot in the middle of nowhere, deciding to listen to his phone and its tinny speakers in what was a sweltering night.

It’s an uninteresting vignette to read about, I know, but I had also just read an essay on human consciousness and whether AI will achieve general intelligence. (I had also just finished watching Turkey lose a World Cup game so I needed to turn my attention elsewhere to cope). I am no expert on the philosophy of consciousness but I can’t help but thinking that we are so different in our minds from each other that the idea of AI emulating humans seems laughable. Maybe we are using the wrong paradigm. Maybe AI will achieve a sort of super intelligence but our mistake may be thinking of it in terms of human intelligence instead of a separate kind altogether. In any case, the man was no longer there in the morning, as I departed that forlorn side-of-the-highway motel for an hour’s drive toward the most recently erupted volcano in the United States.

The Cowlitz Indian people call Mount St. Helens La-we-lat-klah, meaning “Smoker,” and tell the story of how Coyote created her and Tahoma (Mount Rainier), followed by Patu (Mount Adams) to be the husband of the two. La-we-lat-klah grew jealous of Tahoma, threw fire at her and burned her head, shoulders and backbone. So the next time you are watching Summer House or Real Housewives or some other such show with their entertaining petty rivalries and revenges, keep in mind that they are nothing against the jealousies of a mountain.

I hiked an approximately ten mile out-and-back trail that led up to the Johnstone Observatory with wonderful views of Mount St. Helens all throughout. The road to the observatory was closed due to a landslide (another one of those casual acts of destruction by the earth), which meant I had the observatory almost entirely to myself. The hike itself was not particularly memorable as it wound through meadows dotted with wildflowers, their reds, and violets, and yellows peeking through the brush, perhaps a week or two before peak bloom but lovely nevertheless. I saw landscapes of jagged tree trunks, their desolation a poignant reminder of the fragility of the moment, still broken almost five decades on, unlikely to grow again in our lifetimes. But mostly it was nonstop incline in exposed sun that consumed most of my waking mind and energy.

What elevated the trail, and made the effort worthwhile, was the constant presence of the mountain and in particular the collapsed north side. I have already spoken at length on the mysticism and allure of “The Mountain” so it is particularly moving to see one with much of its top destroyed by its own devices. And it is a bit disconcerting, if you let the moment affect you, to be in the shadow of a volcano and wonder when it will next erupt (I spied some wisps arising from its crater but apparently that is very common). As an aside, all of the mountains in the Cascades are active volcanoes, an idea that boggles the mind of a placid east coast dweller with our ancient Appalachians, who entered their dotage long ago.

The landscape around the mountain began to regenerate soon after the eruption but the process is slow. But it is steady and it is happening. Our presence is likely hampering the progress but this is the opposite side of of nature’s destruction: after the fire and the violence there are new ecosystems, new life, new stories. Our ego is such that we think we can conquer the world we live in. Perhaps one day, in a science fiction future, we truly can understand and mold the world, but for now we are not its masters but simply temporary residents whose time will pass. While some may find despair in our existential smallness, I find it exhilarating. How fortunate are we to be alive. Life is good because life is precious!